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c c c crop.

Missing.

No i mean ever. U were something different. U were special. A day hasnt passed that i havent cried. I was feeling better today. Until we talked

"I meant it when i said i love u. " txt txt txt txt txt txt

voided.

Kar Krop.

Night.

no sleep. no sleep.
dreams are whack,
nightmares only,
FUCK SLEEP.

a good morning poem.

morningmorning like to make

eggie eggie wakie wakie

lik to eat my eggs and bakie

super yumm yum like to eat

bacon eggs a treat so sweet

alice gets a haircut.

trimmings.

without.

Alice is empty. Delete it?

i have to.

crappy.

Fwd:I wish things couldve been different. Ive erased ur number and will erase the texts. Ill miss u.

fukin bullshit.

handle w care.

A gift from a Friend.

This makes me happy.

Here it is: the actual txt, No fucking around now.

"Part of the reason i acted the way i did was because im in love with u. I was scared. I thought if i pushed u away i could stop. I was wrong."

couldn't help it.

tiny mountain

She said she is in love with me, and that is why she pushed me away.

and i don't believe her.

i should sleep now.

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hah!

so I am drowning in school work. I am drowning in everything it seems like... The rain has been super sticky and wet for dAYS and it has been cold and disgusting out. It's valentine's day, or 2 amish after valentines day, and I spent it picking up my things from my recently broken up with exes apartment. SUCKS! I'm sure she's suffering more than me though, I took good care of her. Maybe now she can branch out and pull herself out of the mess that she's in. Maybe I was holding her back? WHO KNOWS.. I have all these things due... all this stuff going on... It's making me feel like poop.. meanwhile I miss all the friends that I ignored while I was with her. it's sad. all of it.. *growl*